hello, we are handing over soon.
very very soon, in fact.
after the holidays HP elections will be on and from there everything will probably go stumbling past so fast it will
not last us.
truth be told, i have a lot of confidence in Fea; even though i'm not very close to particularly many people in their batch, i have faith that they have (and will have) the wisdom to carry the board through 2007.
of course, i mean, we all have doubts. rgspb's direction, what we have become of restructuring, board spirit, board legacy.
nobody said it was easy, i suppose.
i am worried, partly, because i am not so sure i am ready to hand over.
this might turn out to be a selfish and angsty post and definitely,
don't read on if you have a low tolerance for angst.
so anyway, i am so scared.
come handover, i will have to deal with the guilt, the inadequacy, the regrets of not having been good enough, not having done what i had planned and was supposed to do, not being a capable enough leader, or worker, et cetera. i worry because i put these thoughts off sometimes. i'm not sure how i will eventually cope (or not) with it. who knows what other regrets our minds will churn out when the occasion calls for it.
well, okay that is mostly it.
let us see how it goes. pardon me for the whole "i"-centred bit, i wrote it for my journal.
And when you're there
Together we'll sing again
